so now i have chosen to leave you alone and let you be. ive screwed us over. and its the best for us. though it is exteremly so sad to see the best three years of my life start to fade away. with you of course being the highlight of the past few years its hard to just let them slip away. but im doing it for our own good. since its not safe for us to be together anymore. so lets just forget all of the laughs the smiles the phone calls the sleepovers the walks and the talks the classes the slips the falls the tears the times weve helped eachother the jokes[inside ones too] the pictures the notes the cards the gifts the songs... all of the time we spent together... lets just forget it...im obviously no good for you...and others seem to think so too...

and yet this summer still ceases to amaze me. what has it left me with? nothing i tell you. nothing.

the two most precious people in my life are gone.

I'd give anything to read your mind, to get into your head. 
Then maybe I'd find out how to get you to notice me once more,
to make you want me like you used to. 
But then again,
I guess I'd also find out how much you don't care for me,
and what you really think about when you look at me

Do you remember when we were best friends? 
When we'd share our every thought? 
Every smile? 
And every laugh? 
Oh, and do you remember when you broke my heart? 
Because I seem to remember that more than anything